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Monday, April 17th, 2006
12:03 am - long time ago
it was my diary, my online place for thoughts
but I've abandoned it some time ago
didn't come back till now
maybe I shall start again? maybe it's good idea
hmmm

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Thursday, December 29th, 2005
2:23 pm - Wintertime
I thought I don't like Winter, and the truth is that I am not very fond of it
still it's hard not to accept its beauty when I am looking out through the window
bright sun, bright snow, bright air - I have to admit I love it
so beautiful day, fresh and full of birds chirping in their feeding tray full of goodies
I love to feed the wild birds, if I could I would do it the whole year long
but
they are selfseficient at Springtime and Summertime and Fall
anyway, whatever season I love the most (and it isn't Wintertime)
I love when it's snowing at Christmas, this year though it startet just after the Christmas
how nice :-)

PS
I want to write my diary again
I will try to be regular :-)

current mood: peaceful

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Thursday, April 14th, 2005
12:05 pm - unbelievable
I wasn't here for a long time
two years has passed away
many things has changed

sadness has come
my father has gone, I am lonely without him
still I can see that Spring has sprung
and birds are chirping
maybe my magnolia tree will blossom
first time

hmmm
my soul feels soft, peacefull

current mood: melancholy

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Saturday, March 22nd, 2003
12:16 am - that little girl inside
now I am sure that I am not completely grown up
not yet, maybe never
and I like it, sometimes at least
the problem is that I should be the one who controls that childish side of mine
so I should be able to switch it on whenever I want
schemas of our childhood are very strong and influencing every day

current mood: girlish

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12:11 am - so the night has come
I've bought great incense cones today
so wonderful delicate and natural scent of them
white jasmine and juniper
very very beautiful, like a dream

current mood: thoughtful

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Monday, March 17th, 2003
1:14 pm
oh I have to start learning
I am having my psychopatology classes on Wed
I love it truly
yeah, clinical psychology is great

current mood: waiting for the Sun
current music: acordei

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12:49 pm - I am in the mood for apples today - sweet crispy green
thoughts
surrounding delicately
nice feeling under the skin
few thoughts dancing on mind
Springtime is coming yeah yeah yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

no more snow please
I am begging
whoever is responsible for the weather


soulmate

she draws dogs in boxes
surrounded by cheese
and paints angels
burning in hell
how could I
not love her?

~Michael Phillips

current mood: cheesy :-)
current music: A Flor E O Espinho

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12:43 pm - I couldn't agree more
"Stars and People are made
of the same stuff"
--Bill Nye the Science Guy

so nice feeling of stardust on my face, delicate and very natural kind of emotion

current mood: starry

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11:15 am - Spring is in the air
words are blocked yet but they will find the way to show up

current mood: sunny
current music: de phazz

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Sunday, March 16th, 2003
11:46 pm
I am back
I guess
hmmm

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Tuesday, June 19th, 2001
2:45 pm
I am the air
of fresh breaths
you only wish you still had
after drowning in a
sea of loneliness far too long

~kevin urenda

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3:02 pm
in such a sad moments
we need our friends and our beloved ones
to be close
to hold
to kiss
to be...

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Wednesday, June 13th, 2001
1:56 pm - one more thoguht, kinda wise I think


out beyond ideas of right thinking or wrong thinking is a field. I'll meet you there

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1:55 pm - angelbyte for today


The reason angels can fly is that they take themselves so lightly...

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1:15 pm - lovely poem -
I touch your hand and my arms grow strong.
Like a pair of birds that burst with song.
My eyes stare down on your lovely face,
and I hold the world
in my embrace.

Younger than springtime - are you.
Softer than starlight - are you.
Warmer than winds of June
are the gentle lips
you gave me.

Gaier than laughter - are you.
Sweeter than music - are you.
Angel and lover
Heaven and Earth are you to me.

And when your youth and joy
invade my arms.
And fill me heart as now they do
then...

Younger than springtime - am I.
Gaier than laughter - am I.
Angel and lover
Heaven and Earth am I with you.

Younger than springtime - are you.
Softer than starlight - are you.
Warmer than winds of June
are the gentle lips
you gave me.

Gaier than laughter - are you.
Sweeter than music - are you.
Angel and lover
Heaven and Earth are you to me.

And when your youth and joy
invade my arms.
And fill me heart as now they do
then...

Younger than springtime - am I.
Gaier than laughter - am I.
Angel and lover
Heaven and Earth am I with you.

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Tuesday, June 12th, 2001
3:20 pm


It takes time, love and support to find peace with the restless one.
Deirdra Sarault

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3:17 pm


Everything in life that we really accept undergoes a change.
So sufering must become love.
That is the mystery.
Katherine Mansfield.

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3:15 pm - Monsters

" We all have monsters. Maybe it's depression over the past or present circumstances, or resentments about anothers behaviour, or fear of a new situation.
Maybe it's jealousy of other people. The more attention we give the monsters, the more powerful they get. The harder we try to resist the jealousy or depression or fear, the greater it becomes. We find the way of letting them go through one another.
When we share ourselves fully with one another, share our monsters with one another, they no longer dominate us.
They seek the dark recesses of our minds, and when we shime the light on them, they recoil..."

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1:25 pm - angelbyte for today


Let us be silent that we may hear the whispers of the gods

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1:20 pm


"I try to quit you baby, baby, baby but ya keep me
Ma-ma-ma-ma-ma-ma-ma-ma-ma-ma-mesmerised..."

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